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[May. 27th, 2012, 11:38 pm] |
the longer i have to withstand this, the shorter my fuse becomes.
i could really break something.
and i hate myself for this attitude. |
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[May. 20th, 2012, 03:27 am] |
i dont update here that often anymore.
doesnt take an idiot to point that out.
i just dont feel obliged to record my daily doings/opinions because #1 there is twitter.... and #2, readership. i'm talking to myself all the time here i might as well do it in my own head where i actually get some response. |
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[May. 13th, 2012, 11:13 pm] |
we left for the Philippines on Wednesday, we came back tonight.
quite abit happened, the best thing was that we finally got to see Lola and Tita Lorna's graves. I wish we'd had time to see Lolo's too but that was in another part of the country.
other than that, the run-down-ness of it all was really quite scenic, pretty awe-inspiring and breath-taking, but.... some things were just unpleasant to withstand.
plus i wish there hadn't been a language barrier. |
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[May. 8th, 2012, 06:46 am] |
harmonica man brings to his slightly-parted lips the instrument he plays to remind him of her
he beings haltingly at first, two notes at a time, one on top of the other in perfect harmony,
like a couple on their wedding night
it hurts to recall but it heals to replay and harmonica man, he harbours his memories of her
and home
and whole-heartedly harmonica man
despite his aching, shaking hands,
begins to play as if to say he'll always have her
no matter in his heart, or in his hands, his little precious piece of silver
dear mr harmonica man. |
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[Apr. 29th, 2012, 08:54 pm] |
gone back into working on weekdays and filling up my weekends as much as possible. mondays and fridays for now, but i hope to get more days.
it's been thrilling, being able to afford my own shopping. HEHEH i have to learn how to NOT spend though. |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2012, 06:11 pm] |
that's it, i'm done with the RAD graded syllabus for this year! learning new ones soon. the new grade 1-3. new intermediate, new inter-foundation. perfecting the adv fdn and adv 1. (: OH YEA.
ms tan from palais said if, after she meets me in afew weeks time to 'inspect' my picking up of the new syllabus, she okays me, then i'm clear to play at palais for the 7-8 weeks in august/september for the vocational graded syllabus. it'll be cool. students from different classes/schools. it'll send me all over singapore again for the different practice sessions with the girls under different teachers.
i talked with uncle jeremy yesterday at AQ... he kind of supported the suggestion somewhere in my head that part-time for several teachers instead of full-time at SBA would be better for someone like me, aka like to be kept busy, plus just starting out so it's better to get my name around.
he also told me one thing: to NOT work at fine-dining restaurants or serve at banquets because as a junior, everyone's gonna give you shit. he paused for a second and said, 'literally, shit.'
i don't think he meant it.
now's the time to build up on my mental repertoire, different styles of playing ON DEMAND, just normal classical repertoire and also, compose abit more and organize what i've composed. hmmmmm |
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[Apr. 18th, 2012, 03:55 pm] |
oh my. i haven't touched this space in a week. I have one exam left to play for. after this, I have to decide who i'm going to stay with, SBA? AQ? or play for jenna? ideally, i want to play full time for SBA but keep my saturdays at AQ. and i'm supposed to help both with their concerts, sba in june, aq in december. for AQ's concert, i'm sposed to compose something lyrical too so ms jo can choreo to it. ~collaboration~~~ yea.
i don't know. like mummy said, something's gotta give.
today, I treated the two mothers to lunch, and after that, accompanied mama to the hospital for her eye appointment thingy. the doctor was a eurasian dude and his chinese, according to mama, has improved over the past few months. although she did concede he still sounded weird.
tomorrow, we go squashing again!
on Sunday, aaron said he's gonna miss me when he goes. September.
Twin, I'm going to miss you too. |
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[Apr. 11th, 2012, 06:34 pm] |
On Easter Sunday evening Mummy and I took a walk that lasted probably about 6-7km and i'm so proud of us. hahaha. there is some kind of a plan to wake up at 630 some mornings, go there and walk (mummy) or run (me) and then have breakfast. if it happens, i'll be REALLY proud of us. haha.
exam period for ballet is dying down. today one of the grade 8 girls asked me if i'd ever done ballet.
i really hope i can find some kind of class that will suit me.
and that my turnout wont keep making me change my mind.
stupid feet. |
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[Apr. 6th, 2012, 11:40 am] |
it's Good Friday!
the rain is a little early today. Normally every year the sun is blazing hot and then during the service when Jesus dies it starts to rain. |
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